Fear…..

Within the past couple of days I’ve gotten 3 interviews lined up for MD, an approval for an apartment, and just a sense of urgency to move.
Yesterday came fear creeping back into my life.  You see I still haven’t put in any notices.  No notice to quit, no notice to vacate my house, no nothing.  Was I too operating out of fear?
Yes……..
Today even admist my fear I vow to walk Thru


 that fear on to the other side… The promise land……..

Late night tears……

Late night tears……

Tonight I lay in bed pillow and face stained with tears as I reflect….

I reflect on my current and past experiences down here and its heart breaking.  I realize everything happens for a reason but to live amongst the broken you are bound to get hurt.

I anxiously wait to see what lies ahead with this JUMP and I count the days that I finally get to exit this place of unhappiness and get pushed forward into my dreams.

All the heartbreak and pain I’ve experienced over the last 3 years was patiently preparing me for this moment right here…. The moment when I let go of all fears, heartache, pain, and not knowing the unknown and……

JUMP…….  KNOWING IF I FALL GOD WILL CATCH ME BUT I KNOW I WONT BECAUSE EACH ONE OF MY EXPERIENCES WERE ETCHING THE PATTERNS TO MY WINGS SO THAT WHEN I JUMPED……
I WOULD FLY…….

Can you say PRODUCTIVE!!!!

Can you say PRODUCTIVE!!!!

Lazy people are soon poor; hard workers get rich. Proverbs 10:4

So during this season I am so busy.  Working, studying, training, and soon to be moving back to MD.  

The thing is the more productive I am the more I produce.  We all should be so busy focusing on our dreams and goals that we have no time for gossip, bullying, judging, or any evil doings.  

Because remember this is our year of the JUMP.  

Hard work definitely does pay off.  I’m a witness.  I forfeit fun and spending money recklessly to invest in me and my education and future but by this time next year I will be a part of several thriving businesses servicing the DMV area.  

I’m excited for what’s to come knowing that its only a matter of days before I FLY…………..

COME HURRY FEBRUARY IM READY TO START ANEW!!!!
❤❤❤❤❤❤Happy Thursday❤❤❤❤❤❤

Worry…

Every morning I wake up thinking about this move.  Then comes the worry then comes the doubt.  I have learned not to get distracted about the worry or doubt but to press forward in fear.  

You see I Dont have all the answers for this move.  In fact we never have all the answers when we jump off impulse but we do need to jump.  A job is very important for me to have, a place for me and my kids, and stability for them is important.  

How we will obtain some of this moving from another state is THE work in progress.  It is tempting to be deceiving during this process however I refuse.

I wanna live in a place and state of mind that what’s meant to be will be and God can and will do the impossible.  So I’m believing for a job offer while I’m still down here that will help me move and I’m believing that the transition will be smooth.  This requires patience which I tend not to have a lot but guess what????

I’m learning and growing……

❤❤❤❤❤Happy Wednesday❤❤❤❤❤