Late night tears……

Late night tears……

Tonight I lay in bed pillow and face stained with tears as I reflect….

I reflect on my current and past experiences down here and its heart breaking.  I realize everything happens for a reason but to live amongst the broken you are bound to get hurt.

I anxiously wait to see what lies ahead with this JUMP and I count the days that I finally get to exit this place of unhappiness and get pushed forward into my dreams.

All the heartbreak and pain I’ve experienced over the last 3 years was patiently preparing me for this moment right here…. The moment when I let go of all fears, heartache, pain, and not knowing the unknown and……

JUMP…….  KNOWING IF I FALL GOD WILL CATCH ME BUT I KNOW I WONT BECAUSE EACH ONE OF MY EXPERIENCES WERE ETCHING THE PATTERNS TO MY WINGS SO THAT WHEN I JUMPED……
I WOULD FLY…….

Can you say PRODUCTIVE!!!!

Can you say PRODUCTIVE!!!!

Lazy people are soon poor; hard workers get rich. Proverbs 10:4

So during this season I am so busy.  Working, studying, training, and soon to be moving back to MD.  

The thing is the more productive I am the more I produce.  We all should be so busy focusing on our dreams and goals that we have no time for gossip, bullying, judging, or any evil doings.  

Because remember this is our year of the JUMP.  

Hard work definitely does pay off.  I’m a witness.  I forfeit fun and spending money recklessly to invest in me and my education and future but by this time next year I will be a part of several thriving businesses servicing the DMV area.  

I’m excited for what’s to come knowing that its only a matter of days before I FLY…………..

COME HURRY FEBRUARY IM READY TO START ANEW!!!!
❤❤❤❤❤❤Happy Thursday❤❤❤❤❤❤

Worry…

Every morning I wake up thinking about this move.  Then comes the worry then comes the doubt.  I have learned not to get distracted about the worry or doubt but to press forward in fear.  

You see I Dont have all the answers for this move.  In fact we never have all the answers when we jump off impulse but we do need to jump.  A job is very important for me to have, a place for me and my kids, and stability for them is important.  

How we will obtain some of this moving from another state is THE work in progress.  It is tempting to be deceiving during this process however I refuse.

I wanna live in a place and state of mind that what’s meant to be will be and God can and will do the impossible.  So I’m believing for a job offer while I’m still down here that will help me move and I’m believing that the transition will be smooth.  This requires patience which I tend not to have a lot but guess what????

I’m learning and growing……

❤❤❤❤❤Happy Wednesday❤❤❤❤❤

The move…..

The move…..

The minute I stopped worrying, thinking, and debating…..  I started planning and putting things into action…..  Things started happening.

This year I have been focused on moving.  Not just physically but in all areas.  Putting my dreams into fruitation….And it works.

Yesterday I filled out applications and got several call backs. Not only did I get call backs from job I started looking for places and seen some good prospective apartments at reasonable prices.

I think one of my problems was I would have all these bright ideas but would never ACT on them.  Not anymore..

2017 is the year of the JUMP and if I fall, (which I probably won’t) I have to believe that God will catch me.  The happiest I have ever been was up north and I’m going back to that happiness real soon.  Sooner than I thought but soon enough.

I encourage you all to chase your happiness.  Go after it with a passion and serve your purpose.

God is right there to make it work…. 

❤❤❤❤❤Happy Tuesday❤❤❤❤❤