Month: December 2015

Morning Minutes; Power

During my morning meditation, God revealed to me about my power.  That word power spoke to me in every scripture I read.  God began to reveal His wisdom and I began to see that I had so much power.  The Holy Spirit, God Himself lives in us.  His life giving, life changing, raising from the dead spirit, lives in you and I.

The problem was I wasnt operating in that spirit.  You see I have the power to speak to mountains and they have to move.  I have power to speak to that disease, sickness, and whatever spirit that controls our sinful nature and IT HAS TO FLEE….

ALL WHO HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT HAVE THIS AUTHORITY…

I dont know where the signals got crossed or where I forgot but today this was a reminder from God.  Use that power and by the name of Jesus those demons have to flee….

HAPPY TUESDAY PEOPLE 😘😘😘😘😘

Evening Edibles; Prey vs. Prey

I must Remember to pray daily so I wont get preyed upon.  Being prayerful allows me to see the tricks that the enemy uses to prey on his victims.  Im without prayer which means I am the prey.  To this insight I stay prayed up!!!!

Keep me lifted in your prayers and others too….

Goodnight good people

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Morning Minutes; The Why

My battles that have plagued me in the last 2 years always I question God why.  I mean new marriage  gone, husband gone, house gone, car gone.  I could not understand until this morning in my Beth Moore study of the book of Esther.

God told the people of Moses that as long as they worshipped Him he would shield them, fight for them, and protect them.  But as soon as they turned their backs, He would use their enemies to make them fall at His knees.

So to my question Why God.  His answer: SO THAT U COULD COME BACK TO ME…..

You see everytime I get unfocused, bothered, overwhelmed, angry, unhappy, and etc I am forced to drop to my knees and come back to the Lord. He then shows me my worship life.  Once I see the loophole, the why I am feeling like this, which I have concluded has something to do with the lack of my worship, I am brought back to Him and made whole again.  This is a gigantic process and lesson.  One lesson I keep repeating but today it stops.  I have to have my 1 on 1 with Him in order to be shielded.

This is not to say trials and tribulations wont come but with Him at work I am shileded from its affects on me emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically.

HAPPY TUESDAY GOOD PEOPLE

Midnight Healing

Letting go is expressing my feelings it is allowing myself to feel.  Not pushing these emotions back.  It is allowing an outpour to my Father, knowing He is rubbing my back as I speak to Him amd allow my tears to flow…  ITS NOT ABOUT ME ITS ABOUT THE CHANGE BROUGHT IN ME.

ITS NOT ABOUT MY HUSBAND ITS ABOUT WHO I WAS CREATED TO BE….

I NOW UNDERSTAND WHAT GOD MEANT WHEN HE WHISPERED IN MY EAR CHANGE…

THE CHANGE IS FOR THE BETTER NEW ME.

For some reason I felt the urge to take a year off from men and devote it to my Father.  It wasnt until today that I finally realized He put that desire in me to do some work in me and thru me….

Evening Edibles; Healing

Afraid to let go BUT CAN NO LONGER HOLD ON.  HEALING COMES WHEN WE LET GO.  SO LORD I ASK THAT U PROTECT ME, HEAL ME, GUIDE ME, AND COMFORT ME… AS I LET GO….

Day 1 of letting go…. Letting go of the past, the future, and all the other Kelly thoughts as I rest, observe, and get permission from God to enjoy my life and live it His way….

Morning Minutes; Hope

Over the past few days, my emotions have run wild.  Alot of people on this blog may know Im seperated from my husband living in another state.  He has gotten the OW pregnant and they are currently moving on with their life.

I battle with emotions regarding my marriage daily.  I have did a little dating and flirting but never been intimate with another man.  Well this weekend, the emotions were high because I could not understand why I still had hope in a seemingly deadless marriage.

Everyone says move on and indeed I tried.  Not only with other men, but I have tried divorcing him 4 times only for the process not to go thru by choice.  I guess if I really wanted to I could have manipulated the judicial system and already been divorced.  But I made the BOLD CHOICE TO LIVE HOLY AND WISE…  LOL

I still dont know why I have hope. However, I was led to ask 4 specific women to pray for him, my marriage, and me while he is in a position of sobriety for the first time in years.

My hope is for the marriage to be restored and my husband to recieve salvation and become the man of God he is designed to be.

I dont know why I hope but…..

I STILL HOPE

HAPPY MONDAY YOU GUYS

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Evening Edibles; Where have you been girlllll?

Lol…  Ive been gone for a minute now im back with the jump off….~Lil Kim

 

Ok so I have been M.I.A. and boy has alot happened over the past month..  Ive had success, failure, happiness, and sadness but most importantly of all Ive had growth.  Growth is knowing ur strong holds and weaknesses.  Growth is realizing when something just aint working.  Growth is realizing that something needs changing and the change is YOU.

Ive realized my outlet is writing and not writing keeps me disconnected not only from reality, which is God heals, supplies, restores, captivates, and provides, but also that I am destined to write in order to be happy.

See you guys tomorrow as I expand on my lessons and blessings…..

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