During my morning meditation, God revealed to me about my power. That word power spoke to me in every scripture I read. God began to reveal His wisdom and I began to see that I had so much power. The Holy Spirit, God Himself lives in us. His life giving, life changing, raising from the dead spirit, lives in you and I.
The problem was I wasnt operating in that spirit. You see I have the power to speak to mountains and they have to move. I have power to speak to that disease, sickness, and whatever spirit that controls our sinful nature and IT HAS TO FLEE….
ALL WHO HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT HAVE THIS AUTHORITY…
I dont know where the signals got crossed or where I forgot but today this was a reminder from God. Use that power and by the name of Jesus those demons have to flee….
HAPPY TUESDAY PEOPLE 😘😘😘😘😘
I must Remember to pray daily so I wont get preyed upon. Being prayerful allows me to see the tricks that the enemy uses to prey on his victims. Im without prayer which means I am the prey. To this insight I stay prayed up!!!!
Keep me lifted in your prayers and others too….
Goodnight good people
My battles that have plagued me in the last 2 years always I question God why. I mean new marriage gone, husband gone, house gone, car gone. I could not understand until this morning in my Beth Moore study of the book of Esther.
God told the people of Moses that as long as they worshipped Him he would shield them, fight for them, and protect them. But as soon as they turned their backs, He would use their enemies to make them fall at His knees.
So to my question Why God. His answer: SO THAT U COULD COME BACK TO ME…..
You see everytime I get unfocused, bothered, overwhelmed, angry, unhappy, and etc I am forced to drop to my knees and come back to the Lord. He then shows me my worship life. Once I see the loophole, the why I am feeling like this, which I have concluded has something to do with the lack of my worship, I am brought back to Him and made whole again. This is a gigantic process and lesson. One lesson I keep repeating but today it stops. I have to have my 1 on 1 with Him in order to be shielded.
This is not to say trials and tribulations wont come but with Him at work I am shileded from its affects on me emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically.
HAPPY TUESDAY GOOD PEOPLE
Letting go is expressing my feelings it is allowing myself to feel. Not pushing these emotions back. It is allowing an outpour to my Father, knowing He is rubbing my back as I speak to Him amd allow my tears to flow… ITS NOT ABOUT ME ITS ABOUT THE CHANGE BROUGHT IN ME.
ITS NOT ABOUT MY HUSBAND ITS ABOUT WHO I WAS CREATED TO BE….
I NOW UNDERSTAND WHAT GOD MEANT WHEN HE WHISPERED IN MY EAR CHANGE…
THE CHANGE IS FOR THE BETTER NEW ME.
For some reason I felt the urge to take a year off from men and devote it to my Father. It wasnt until today that I finally realized He put that desire in me to do some work in me and thru me….
Afraid to let go BUT CAN NO LONGER HOLD ON. HEALING COMES WHEN WE LET GO. SO LORD I ASK THAT U PROTECT ME, HEAL ME, GUIDE ME, AND COMFORT ME… AS I LET GO….
Day 1 of letting go…. Letting go of the past, the future, and all the other Kelly thoughts as I rest, observe, and get permission from God to enjoy my life and live it His way….
Over the past few days, my emotions have run wild. Alot of people on this blog may know Im seperated from my husband living in another state. He has gotten the OW pregnant and they are currently moving on with their life.
I battle with emotions regarding my marriage daily. I have did a little dating and flirting but never been intimate with another man. Well this weekend, the emotions were high because I could not understand why I still had hope in a seemingly deadless marriage.
Everyone says move on and indeed I tried. Not only with other men, but I have tried divorcing him 4 times only for the process not to go thru by choice. I guess if I really wanted to I could have manipulated the judicial system and already been divorced. But I made the BOLD CHOICE TO LIVE HOLY AND WISE… LOL
I still dont know why I have hope. However, I was led to ask 4 specific women to pray for him, my marriage, and me while he is in a position of sobriety for the first time in years.
My hope is for the marriage to be restored and my husband to recieve salvation and become the man of God he is designed to be.
I dont know why I hope but…..
I STILL HOPE
HAPPY MONDAY YOU GUYS